Tuesday, November 28
something i call, perfect.
Love is always patient and kind.It is never jealous.Love is never boastful or conceted.It is never rude or selfish.It does not take pleasure in other peoples sins, but delights in the truth.It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope,and to endure whatever comes.
Wednesday, November 22
i'm so excited!
28th November - Lovely 3rd (:
7th December - Mini shopping for stuff with one and only and collect you-know-what.
10th December - Langkawi trip.
12th December - Back from langkawi trip.
13th December - Start of our 3 days adventure. Finally get to be with darling for 3 days and 2 nights after 6 days. Omg. I. Am. So. Excited. I feel like jumping around. Haha..
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Okay da. Back to chatting with girlfriend and smiling at her because it's webcam night!
Monday, November 20
i'll take care of you.
I still remember what Rico said to me about 1 or 2 years ago. He said, "Always expect that it is going to be a horrible day everyday. So that if it turns out to be a good day, then you'll get a bonus. But if it's true that it's a horrible day then you won't be too down because you've already expected it."
I can also remember that I did that for a few months and well, yes it works but it sucks too. It is
appallingly depressing. I wake up feeling like Elizabeth Wurtzel during her down days in Prozac Nation.
Gradually and then suddenly. But these past few months, I realised how much energy it takes to keep expecting that the day is going to be a horrible day. Nowadays, grateful and happy are what I feel when I wake up everyday. Even with the little flaws in life, it feels good. I guess my life doesn't suck that much compared to what I have been through before. This, now, is way better and I have this funny feeling that it will get even better.
I love you, Nicole. ...
Alright, can we play solitaire showdown now? Hehe.
Saturday, November 18
all about you
No one could take the place of my number one girl.
Tuesday, November 14
my lemon-barley sprinkler
Last Friday, my darling girlfriend bought me this super duper pretty daisy and guess what?! It's still alive. It's there in a vase in the living room looking all pretty. I've never kept a daisy alive for this long before. Really. The colour is still strong too; like it's not fading or anything.
Anyways, Mother and I are not in speaking terms, again. She'll never change. Never. I give up on having an actual good what's-going-on-with-my-life talk with her. I can't even remember the last time I told her details of my life. I can't. Because it's my mother that we're talking about and sometimes she just needs to shut up. I can't wait to shift out of this house. and live with you.
Have I told you that I love my girlfriend? Haha. I didn't know how to end this entry.
Good night, humans.
Sunday, November 12
more memories please
Thanks to my dear silly for asking me about the location of the Zoo, now I feel like going there! Like.. I wanna go to the zoo so badly and say hi to all the animals and go to the animal show. PLEASE :( Oh and watch loads of movies too please!! and the beach... and.. and.. like everywhere (:
And...
I'm
happy.
-hugs-
Saturday, November 11
different yet the same
About a week ago, I met up with a few of my secondary school classmates, the people who I went through puberty with. We witnessed each other's growth. From high socks to ankle socks. From hairless chin to tiny beards. From high pitch voice to deep mature voice.
We witnessed how talents grow in us. Like how Jasrizal with his band and singing back in those days. Like how good Rizal is in Maths and the school concert band. Like how good Fariha is with hockey. Like how good Zuhairah is in Art.
We went through so many things with each other. Whether it was struggling to translate English to Malay or vice versa or running away from Miss Lee or the disipline mistress or hiding in the toilet to skip P.E or the bgr drama in school or changing your own group of friends, we're still like one big family. I don't think family is the right word but something like that. Like no matter what, we are always this one big group. Everyone went through something with everyone. I guess that's keeping our little friendship flame burning.
I was honestly nervous to meet up with them again but at the end of the day, I was glad that I went. It's funny how everyone changes but yet they are still the same old person.
I have change. No doubt about that but I'm still me. I still don't take spicy food. I still get nervous very easily. I'm still afraid of cats. I'm still bad in languages. I'm glad that not everyone has completely change themselves.
Looking through the pictures made me think about this. Will post pictures next time. Now lazy.
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Anyways, once again, tomorrow's POL-ITE. I'm nervous. So nervous. But I can do it. I know I can. Just breathe and relax. I can't wait for POL-ITE to end. I can't wait for your POL-ITE to end too.
Can we just relax and enjoy each other's company when this is over please?
Friday, November 10
we can do this
One of the most important days of my life; 11th November 2006.
I've been working so hard for this (:
Saturday, November 4
thank you
She's off to NTU to be a reseacher there. She said that she had already wanted to do researching. Oh well, all of us are very happy for her but sad that she has to leave. Why can't she leave like after we graduate? LOL. She came to our level at 1.00pm and all the BME student came out of their classes to wish her all the best and take photos. Some of us are geek because they went to ask her engineering question -.- We miss you, Miss Pavitra!
Me, Miss Pavitra and Jeff
Me and Miss Pavitra
Females of BME
Jelly and I
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I'm now at home being bored. I wish training had started later so I won't have to waste my Saturday afternoon being at home. I hate being at home.
