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Saturday, August 12

bittersweet memory

pokey darling



Everyone and anyone, meet Danica. Haha. A bowling mate of mine and my very own pokey partner. To Danica, thanks for the company so far and for being there when I was cowardly having my second hole pierced on my right ear. -smiles-

I'm feeling pathetically glum right now because, as childish as this might sound, I don't get to see tonight's fireworks by Team France. Fireworks are beautiful okay! bah. I wish Dianty's here. Her crappiness makes me, and everyone else, feel better. Oh well, I shall patiently for Monday.

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Pain comes in all forms. The small twinge, a bit of soreness. The random pain, the normal pains we live with every day. Then there's the kind of pain you can't ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else, makes the rest of the world fade away until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. Pain. We anesthetize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it. And for some of us, the best way to manage pain is to just push through it.

Pain. You just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breathe deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time, pain can be managed, but sometimes, the pain gets you when you least expect it. It's way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain. You just have to fight through because, the truth is, you can't outrun it. And life always makes more.

- Meredith Grey

posted by Marina @ 8:59 PM