Thursday, August 31
my beautiful
i don't hear the music when i'm looking into your eyes but i feel the rhythm of your body close to mine. it's the way we touch that sends me it's a way we'll always be. your kiss, your pretty smile....
Anyways, I'm off to KL in the morning!
Miss me okay? :)
and darling, thanks for today.
-kisses-
Wednesday, August 30
bahs and moos
Okay so yesterday night till today morning was the class outing also it wasn't really a class outing if you get what I mean. But it doesn't really matter because the people that was worth my time were all there.
Dianty (gf #1),
Jie Ling (gf #2),
Gui Zhu (gf #3),
Faizal,
Jeff and
Charles (who came later and left early -.-) came and that's all that matters :) It's suppose to be a 24 hour thing but we were together for about 17 hours plus. Make it 18 hours. But it was the best 18 hours ever.
I enjoyed ever minute of it. From the waiting at the mrt station where Jeff was approached by some modelling company (wahaha!) , to sharing two small cakes to celebrate Faizal's Sweet Twenty, to reading horoscope (especially Gui Zhu's), to Jeff's boobs obsession, to watching The Break-Up, to walking all the way from Lido till Esplanade, to shopping at Carrefour, to taking fun photos at the gallery area, to sitting down and exhanging diry little secrets at Esplanade (hoho!), to being very fickle about what to do next, to sitting down at mac's corner at bedok while Dianty and Jie Ling fought over Ronald (-.-), to eating supper at East Coast, to sitting down and tell ghost stories and shared more stuff at East Coast, to walking all the way to Mac which took about 1 hour which only seemed like 30 minutes, to resting at Macs till it was 4.00 am so we can have breakfast, to lying down at the playground slide with Jeff and had a nice conversation, to eating Mac's breakfast at four in the morning ... (:
Besides all that,
my mushroom darling came by to see me because she missed me a lot that she cannot wait till Thursday to meet me.
Teehee~~ She made my night even better :) Time faster move so I can have breakfast with her. She's dying to meet me lah. Hehe.
But anyways, the outing was... awesome.
Thanks you guys and will be seeing you guys soon yea with out next outing :) With more money budget? Hehe. Oh and pictures will be up soon! After gf #2 send me the pictures.
Oh I had the bowling roll-off just now. I was pretty happy with myself although I know I could have done better for some of the games. Haha! I feel so pressurised lah. First time lah the ooo-ing happen to me. Like got fan club like that. WAHAH! But thanks eh guys, after that I had like splits in a row -.- But seriously, like Yong Wei said in the taxi just now, I need to boost my confidence level. But :( it's just too low.
... I must stick with you.
Monday, August 28
take me away
Look at Mickey! She's a Rudolf because of her nose. Hah! Eh but she passed the bug to me okay. So we both like kept sneezing on that day lah. Haha.. Nevermind. Cute lah. Oh! My neighbour think she's pretty. Duh. My classmate what.
Today my mum came home puking for like don't-know-how-many minutes. I don't know what's wrong. She didn't say. But I guess she's okay, I hope. If not I might not be able to go out tomorrow and that cannot cannot happen. I miss my girlfriends, cikgu momok, charles, heng knobs, kor kor and like so many others, a lot!.
...
this time what i want is you
there is no one else
PNTF
:)
when you smile
tell me what you want.
Sunday, August 27
mine in yours
At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away.
- Meredith Grey; Grey's Anatomy.
I should just marry Meredith Grey.
...
Either I kill myself or I kill you.
one last song
Training was good and thanks Joel for talking to me. I have a lot to think about and after this training, I should be able to make a firm decision pretty soon. Perhaps when I come back from Kuala Lumpur which will be on the 3rd.
I love sitting at the Fountain of Wealth with the water sprinkling on me. Feels good. Feels very relax. I had good company so everything was good.
Oh and guess what?! I had my cheesy bites today! Yay! Finally~~ After walking and walking and suggesting from place to place to have dinner and finally settling down for Pizza and we had like the royalty seat can! Haha.
Nicpeosaurus made me eat the mushroom from the mushroom soup just now. She's just evil lah.
...
If you don't, why then stay.
Take your wings, fly away.
Just tell me how you feel.
I don't know what you're thinking anymore.
Friday, August 25
thanks mickey!
Mickey came to Jurong today! Woohoo. She finally get to see my homeland, TJ (Taman Jurong) Wahah! Cool right, TJ. Faizal said, "Once a TJ, always a TJ." Okay let's move on. We went to Jurong Point to have our lunch since Mickey was so hungry that she could eat a cow but she didn't, she ate chicken instead. What a liar! Haha -.- Then we walked around Jurong point till about 4 then we head down to Toa Payoh to walk around till it's time to go to her physiotheraphy place. At Toa Payoh...
We bought the Mr Bean's soya bean ice cream.
And it's actually not very yummy. But it's a healthier choice! Haha! But I'm not going to eat it again lah. You all can go and eat okay? Have fun!
Oh forgot to say that we ate that Japanese pancake which is called Obayaki (i think) at Jurong Point. I had the one with cheese while Mickey had the one with kaya.
So we walked and walked and walked and walked around Toa Payoh and FINALLY we found our long-waited bubble tea! We love peach milk tea. Sedaps!
Don't I look like I was at Johor?! Haha!
At the physiotheraphy place and waiting for Mickey's turn. Camera is the cure for boredom.
I think I look like X-Men.
That's Mickey! At Paragon.
She said that we should sit down and watch people -.-
My favourite picture of the day.
my hair is way too long.
have you ever met someone,
but there's someone else already?
and more than anything, i want to be the cause of your happiness.
Thursday, August 24
smile
Let's dance with Chip and Dale.
Wednesday, August 23
but i just can't escape
...
Monday, August 21
last wednesday
We own you
and they are my heros.
Dianty darling
I feel so short.
misterrrrr denis
Get well soon so we can have our fish & co.
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Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me. -Meredith Grey; Grey's Anatomy.
Saturday, August 19
star light star bright
hello ppl. dear marina is lazy to blog so here i am helping her to type. well she had a pleasant day with me cos why? kaypo eh, let u all guess. hohoho. butts cramped as we sat there from 6plus to almost 10pm. what did we do eh actually? time passed by pretty quick and it was just us, and the pretty scenery. (: Lovely. man, i dont know what to say anymore but one thing's for sure, we both had a great time, din we? (: take care to everyone reading this.
*Hugs.
Love, nic.
Sunday, August 13
chasing cars
we don't need anything.
or anyone.
i don't quite know,
how to say,
how i feel.
those three words,
are said too much,
they're not enough.
let's waste time,
chasing cars,
around our heads.
would you lay with me and just forget the world?
Saturday, August 12
bittersweet memory
pokey darling
Everyone and anyone, meet Danica. Haha. A bowling mate of mine and my very own pokey partner. To Danica, thanks for the company so far and for being there when I was cowardly having my second hole pierced on my right ear. -smiles-
I'm feeling pathetically glum right now because, as childish as this might sound, I don't get to see tonight's fireworks by Team France. Fireworks are beautiful okay! bah. I wish Dianty's here. Her crappiness makes me, and everyone else, feel better. Oh well, I shall patiently for Monday.
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Pain comes in all forms. The small twinge, a bit of soreness. The random pain, the normal pains we live with every day. Then there's the kind of pain you can't ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else, makes the rest of the world fade away until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. Pain. We anesthetize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it. And for some of us, the best way to manage pain is to just push through it.
Pain. You just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breathe deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time, pain can be managed, but sometimes, the pain gets you when you least expect it. It's way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain. You just have to fight through because, the truth is, you can't outrun it. And life always makes more.
- Meredith GreyWednesday, August 9
silly billy
we are so silly but we love it
Monday, August 7
key to survival
We deny that we're tired. We deny that we're scared. We deny how badly we want to succeed, and, most importantly, we deny that we're in denial.
We only see what we want to see, and believe what we want to believe. And it works. We lie to ourselves so much that after awhile, the lies start to seem like the truth. We deny so much that we can't recognise the truth, right in front of our faces.
Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us on the ass. And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long.
We are tired. We are scared. Denying it doesn't change the truth. Sooner or later, we have to put aside our denial and face the world, head on, guns blazing. Denial. It’s not just a river in Egypt. It's a freaking ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it?
-
Meredith Grey
