Saturday, June 3
the wind, it quakes
So last Thursday, 1st June, the
2nd Brunswick Collegiate League 2006 started. The first venue was at
Tampines Safra (damn far!).
Joel, Victor, Nadhirah and I played. I think we did good. It was a good night. I reached home at midnight and strange enough, I wasn't sleepy at all. I was chatting with
Fidz till 3.30am. Honestly, we didn't realise the time! I had loads of fun crapping with him.
i'm so tired, i've had enough.
i always thought that it would get better.
mained and numb, i have been to wrong to feel. I woke up the next morning and then I can feel all the achings! I couldn't open my eyes even. I was at the living room couch wearing my socks and then I just fell to the side and close my eyes for like 5 minutes. Ahh. Oh the tiredness. Dragged myself to school. I thought I could take a nap in the train because i have like 20 mins of napping time
BUT I bumped into this new year 1 bowler, so yea, I can totally forget about napping because we talked about bowling (which I don't really mind because I love talking about bowling).
Had training after school. It was fun of course but my sliding leg's knee (left) was killing me! Really. I thought that I could just fall any moment. But! I have to be firm with myself and just bowl.
When I was walking home when I reach lakeside at 10pm, I felt so...
angry,
exhausted,
sad,
happy.. etc. I wanted to just drop down from wherever I was and just lie there untill I feel better.
nothing to take with me not even the memories
just the thought of what was gone
and a crushed hope in what never was.
