Wednesday, January 11
found love but it got erased
I hate him. I still love him. Confused? Not my problem. I don't know why I still love him. Maybe because of his personality, charm and the things he has done for me. I went through crap for him at times too. That's just it, isn't it? He said it's over. He said,
"When it's over, it's over."I hate that phrase. I never thought that it was over even for a second. Is that it? There's no chance of us giving another chance at this? Not even friends?
He probably hates me right? So here I am, forcing myself to hate him so it would be "balance".
FINE. I don't hate him. I can't love him. I don't hate him. I have to feel something. I'm human, you know.
I'm happy that we happen. That's all that matters to me. But oh man, it hurts like fuck to see that I let him go to someone else. But things happen and love never has a happy ending.
Am I right?
