Saturday, November 5
in need of answers
You kissed me after you broke up with me. Maybe I'm stupid to agree to have that last kiss with you. I don't know. I just wanted to hold you. I just want to be in your arms. You hugged me so tightly and it felt so right. I wish you won't let me go.
I just wish...
You told me that you'll be there for me if I needed you. You said that that's the least you could you for making me feel hurt. But,
Shahid, where were you when I needed you the very most? You left me to suffer all by myself. I only wanted you. Only you can make me feel whole again. But where were you?
I waited...Why won't you talk to me? Why did you ignore me? How could you do this to me? How you could smile at me pretending that nothing happen? How could you love another just like that? Don't I mean anything to you? What did I do?
Please tell me. I could kill myself just wondering about it.
