Wednesday, November 9
i'm fine
Took off the blouse, skirt, bra and panties that I had worn on that day when I went to
his house.
It was the most special day in our relationship.
The day kept repeating itself in my mind.
I showered.
I tried letting the water wash the hurt away.
Fuck. It didn't work.
I wish that there was no drains or whatever you call it, in my bathroom.
Why? So the water will be contain in the bathroom and drown me.
Filled the sink with water.
Put my head into the water; shutting reality away.
Clearly, I'm not doing fine without you.
