Wednesday, October 12
you killed me over and over again
Why do you have to repeat those hurtful words?
Do you really have to?
Don't you realise that I'm using every energy God gave me everyday just to not think of you?
Why do you have to repeat the things that I already know?
Are you that evil?
Don't you realise that I'm trying my best, even if it kills me, to just get over you?
I understand everything you've said to me.
But I hope you understand that, I love you. More than you thought.
And now, I am really hurt. I still feel hurt.
Shahid, you've hurt me so badly. More than you think you did.
So even if you have to say something to me,
say something nice. not hurtful.
I am
begging you.
I do not need to feel even more hurt than I already am.
I want to be happy even if it's just for a second.
