Monday, October 10
distant
I wanted to quit my life and stay with you.
I've always wondered what I would do without you.
So far, it's been 6 months without you.
- I'm glad to say that I've improved a lot in bowling. How I wish you were there cheering on me.
- I carelessly met a guy and he played with my feelings. You weren't there to save me.
- I spent my nights trying not to think of you.
- I used up my energy to stop me from crying.
- I cut to feel physical pain.
- I open your MSN window and wait to see if you would tell me that you still love me. Everytime.
- I go about looking for you in school but run away whenever I see you.
- I come up with my own excuses when you dont call, sms or even say hi to me.
- I constantly check on the things that I still have to keep me from killing myself.
god, please help me
all i want
is just to be happy
