Sunday, September 25
from me to you
dear mum, dad, susi and nazrin,
i'm sorry for not being a hardworking daughther. i'm sorry for not being a helpful sister. i'm sorry if i didn't protect you both from whatever. i'm sorry for not making you proud of me. i tried but i just suck. when i'm not you don't have to worry about me getting into trouble.
dear rp bowling team,
i'm a terrible hook bowler. i'm sorry i wasted the school money. when i'm gone, you don't have to worry about being racist. i'm sorry for saying mean things which i dont regret saying.
dear yuhua friends,
i'm sorry for not being a fun schoolmate. i've tried but i'm just boring. i ruin the class photos. cut me out of the photo please.
dear m.i friends,
thanks for making me happy. i'm sorry for you letting you guys down. i'm sorry for not being smart. good luck with your a levels.
dear online friends,
thanks for being understanding and praising my work when it sucked. i'm sorry i wasted the web space.
don't have to worry about it when i'm gone.
dear rp yr 1 classmate,
i'm sorry for being moody once in a while. thanks for working/studying with me for that year. i love you guys.
dear rp friends,
im sorry for not talking to you guys on msn. i just dunno what to talk about. don't worry about not inviting me to anywhere. ill spoil the mood anyway. im sorry for not being pretty and fashionable.
dear ck (chun kiat),
thanks for making me realise that i'm just a tool. i'm sorry for wasting your time.
dear shahid, i love you. always. when i die,you can bring your new girlfriend to my funeral. i would love to meet her.dear hafiz,
i wish you have made up your mind about things.
love,
marina.
