Thursday, December 15
marina suck
ok so i saw, or rather, read what he wrote to his -- um, girlfriend.
the words that he used on me and the words that i used on him.
i know i'm being stupid but it hurt okay.
i'm not worth at all.
i'm not worth to talk to.
i'm not worth to think about.
i'm not worth to love.
i suck.
i know okay.
omg, you fucking suck too.
it's stupid
but he's not you.
Monday, December 5
i would like to say thanks
Bowling POL-ITE 2005 - 3rd & 4th December
It was my first big tournament ever. Those two days were very important to me. Oh God, I was so nervous on the first day of the tournament that I didn't do so well until the last game. But thank goodness, I did way better the next day and I sort of proud of myself. I get the
26th position out of 64 female bowlers. I'm not the top 10 or top 3 even but I'm glad of the position I have. I will do better next time.
I promise.
I had so much fun playing and later on cheering on for the guys. Thanks you guys. You have no idea how happy I was on that day. I really needed it. It really take things off my mind. I was really happy. I slept peacefully after that. After a very very long time. I did not cry before I slept. I was happy.
Dear you, did you hear that? I was happy. Really happy.
